|| A Matter of Malevolence ||
A thousand years ago at least,
Great heroes of renown
Would offer lives in sacrifice
To save their small home towns.
They fought the fight, they kept the faith;
They never showed distress!
But with them dying left and right,
The heroes numbered less.
Then lo, did come in nick of time
Four wizards true and brave;
They worked quite hard to change the world -
For lives and land to save.
Vampires they fought, and dragons, too -
Let's not forget the hags,
Spiders, warlocks, snakes and ghouls,
All were in the bag.
All in all, it took them years;
But they established peace,
And no more was it necess'ry
For heroes to decrease.
Of course you've guessed the ending now,
And think there's no surprise;
I beg to differ - no, my friend:
There is just ONE aside.
Because, you see, the one who chose
To put forth such an effort
Was not the good, brave Gryffindor,
Nor Hufflepuff, the Zealot.
It wasn't dandy Ravenclaw,
Though stupid, she was not;
In point of fact, 'twas Slytherin
Who organized this lot!
He'd thought of fame, he'd counted gold,
Put wisdom to the test;
And in the end, decided
Reputation was the best.
And so when Hogwarts first broke ground,
The world did clamor close -
To learn from these four Heroes true
Was what they wanted most.
So listen well, and learn, my friends,
All houses, great and small:
There is a place for EVERYONE...
And that, my dears, is all.
The Sorting Hat took a bow, and as the Great Hall burst into thunderous applause, Professor McGonagall looked over the heads of the boys she was scolding and gave it a very unhappy glare for being finished before she was.
"The hat's song is done," she snapped, looking back at the sopping miscreants before her. "And you two are out of good graces for tonight! Get back in line, behave, and if I hear that either one of you has so much as set a foot out of place the rest of this evening...." She left it unfinished, which really was just as well; considering that between the two of them they'd bewitched the lake green and the giant squid into wearing baubles, it was readily apparent that neither student was lacking in imagination.
"Bagman, Ludovic!" "Slytherin!" The hat had already begun to sort, but fortunately, both children were alphabetically toward the end, and could find their spots without too much difficulty. Chilly lake water dripped from their robes onto the floor.
McGonagall fumed back to her seat. It was really a minor miracle that only one boy had ended up in the hospital wing, given the violence of their disagreement.
"Black, Sirius!" "Gryffindor!"
Dumbledore waited until McGonagall had seated herself and stopped huffing before he said anything. "Was there a problem, Minerva?" he asked conversationally.
"Bones, Andrew!" "Ravenclaw!"
McGonagall waited until the cheering stopped to answer. "Those two there - the wet ones - fancied they'd have a go at each other on the way across the lake. I'm not sure what set it off; neither of them felt inclined to explain, not even to blame one another, which I found odd."
"Goodness, Minerva!" whispered Sprout, leaning across as well. "What in the world happened?"
"A lot of luck," McGonagall growled, and crumbled her napkin in her lap. "It's a good thing their aim wasn't nearly as refined as their proficiency in cursing or all three of them would be in the hospital wing."
"Three of them?"
"There's the last one," she said, and pointed. An older man accompanied by a younger woman came trotting to the door and sent the remaining boy, who was rubbing his eyes, to the end of the line. "Conjunctivitis Curse," McGonagall explained quietly.
The timing couldn't have been better; still rubbing his eyes, the boy trotted up to the hat as his name was called.
"Lupin, Remus!" "Gryffindor!"
Dumbledore sighed quietly. "Thank you for handling it, Minerva. I'll take it from here."
The Gryffindor table cheered, and the line of students moved slightly forward. Clustered together as if for protection, the row of eleven-year-olds stared with awe at the room around them and jumped at small noises.
"McCormick, Megan!" "Slytherin!"
There were only a few under the enchanted starlit sky who didn't seem as inclined to fear. Not crouching or cowed, these took a slightly different tack. Some of them simply grinned at the pairs of eyes gleaming curiously in the dark all around them -
"Potter, James!" "Gryffindor!"
- while others adopted an attitude of lofty calm. Of course, two of the boys pulled more attention than others because they were still sopping wet.
"Snape, Severus!" And one of those, staring straight ahead as though nothing and no one existed in this room except for the Sorting Hat, seemed to have come off just slightly worse than being soaked. His limp wasn't so pronounced that most would notice it, but when he pulled the Sorting Hat over his head, this was the first thing it commented on.
Well, you're an interesting one, said the hat, settling down past the boy's ears and resting on his nose. Shame he got you in the leg like that - wasn't really a fair fight, was it, two on one?
Just sort me, I haven't got all night, the boy snapped back, and the hat's laughter echoed through his head.
Well, I suppose that cinches it, it said, shifting a little around his wet hair. Neither brains nor bravery do you lack, but your heart carries darkness and anger - too much, I'm afraid, to put you in any place except for....
"Slytherin!"
The Slytherin table cheered, and the boy removed the hat from his head and hurried toward his chosen table. He could hear "Timms, Agatha!" making a small noise of disgust as she discovered just how wet the hat was after he'd put it down, but he didn't care. Dropping into a seat at the very end of the table, he pressed his palms against his eyes and leaned forward until his straggly hair hid his face.
Across the hall, over the sound of Wood, Jonathan ("Hufflepuff!"), he was almost sure they were talking about him. Paranoia in the dark was never healthy; but they were sniggering and looking his way -
"Widdershins, William!" was sorted into Slytherin, and everyone applauded for the last time as Dumbledore stood to open the feast.
"I've never been fond of long speeches before eating," the headmaster said cheerfully. "And so I only have one word of advice before we begin: enjoy!"
Everyone cheered. Food made its appearance, conversations bloomed, and the boy named Severus slowly sat upright and looked without interest at the room around him.
No one seemed to be looking back at him; perhaps his moment of humiliation had passed. Just to be sure, he glanced toward the Gryffindor table.
The ones who'd dueled with him were laughing together, talking, apparently bonded by their brief and impassioned conflict on the lake. They looked, to him, absurdly happy.
Severus watched them for a while; the peach crisp scooped anonymously onto his plate grew cold, and still, he watched them. Had anyone he'd ever seen laughed and grinned for that long a period of time? He rather thought not, and for the life of him, he couldn't figure out why they were so happy.
There was a short lull in the hall as the eating began in earnest, quieting the general noise enough that he could suddenly - unfortunately - hear their boisterous conversation.
"Still can't believe he just cried like that - it's not as if you broke his leg, Black!"
"Well, he deserved it, the greasy git, didn't he? But I still think that little move of yours was better, Potter. Kazaam, right to the stomach!"
They laughed, and Severus hunched forward again, hiding behind his hair. But it was too late; Black, apparently, had caught him looking.
"All right, Snivellus?" he called amiably across the hall, and most people around him laughed just because he was contagious like that. Severus hunched lower and hid behind the pumpkin juice pitcher.
More laughter from the Gryffindors, and more - he was sure - eyes on him; the brief yearning he'd felt at watching their happiness was already gone. His leg was hurting; perhaps it was better not to think about it anymore.
"Damn them all," he said in a quiet voice, and poked at his peach crisp until dinner at last was over.
He was the first Slytherin - save the prefect - out the door, and he did not look back.
His own room, it turned out, was much the same as the last one. Severus climbed onto his headboard and peered into the wide airspace above his bed.
"Curious, Severus?" asked Malfoy, who was watching him closely from the door.
"No," Severus lied, and hopped back down again; escape was a concern in a place with no windows. All business, he walked around to his trunk and started unpacking it.
Malfoy watched him in silence for a while, then lay down on Severus' bed and watched him from there. "Ready to go to the hospital wing yet?" he asked, sprawled gracefully on the pillows.
"No," Severus replied, then winced as he turned too quickly.
"I think you need to," said Malfoy, and Severus sighed.
"You're going to nag until I give in, is that it?"
"Why yes - you figured out my dastardly plan," Malfoy sneered, and Severus glared at him.
"I don't. Want. Your help. I don't. Want. Your friendship. I don't want ANYTHING at all from you except for your silence, so if you're so eager to help you could at least give me that!"
"Oh, MY," Malfoy exclaimed, looking highly amused. Severus growled at him and resumed unpacking.
Slowly, the other first-years shuffled into the room. Most of them looked tired and were yawning, but one or two were still curious. The small, mousy-looking boy hopped onto the bed next to Severus and bounced on his knees.
"Hi!" he said.
Severus ignored him. Carefully, he took an old-looking leather box out of his trunk and placed it on the nightstand next to his bed.
Willy was eyeing the box with great fascination. "I said - hey, do you want that? It's a really nice box - "
"Shut up."
Malfoy laughed. "Ignore him, Willy, this one bites."
Severus' glare could have melted iron.
"I don't fancy my pillow," said Rosier.
"Take Willy's," Lucius instructed, and the Rosier did just that.
"Hey!"
"Don't worry about it, Willy; Rosier here's got more muscle power than you, so he gets the better pillow."
Rosier laughed, tossing his own pillow over to replace the one he'd snatched. Abbott whistled.
"Might makes right, eh? Machiavelli was dead on, let me tell you!" he said, looking pleased with himself.
"It was Thrasymachus," said Severus in a tone like a chilled knife as he pulled out his pyjamas. "Justice is whatever is in the interest of the ruling party. The ruling party is always the stronger. Therefore, justice is always whatever is in the interest of the stronger party. Don't talk about things you don't understand," he sniped, and pulled off his robes. There were purple bruises decorating his back and sides.
Malfoy laughed and lay back against Severus' pillows. "Educated firstlings! Marvelous."
Abbott was staring at Severus' body. "Who hit you?"
"Probably somebody else he tried to correct," sneered Rosier, and Willy guffawed.
Severus ignored them all. Solemnly, he donned his slightly worn pyjamas and glared at Malfoy until the latter got off his bed. He was tired of all the talking, tired of the idiocy, and the jostling for control, although he supposed there hadn't really been that much jostling. Malfoy had simply walked in and taken control, and that was that - the privilege of a prefect.
Too bad. Severus had no intention of doing anything anybody said, and he had no problem cursing anyone who tried to make him.
"You really need to have your leg looked at," Malfoy drawled at him, and Severus growled and pulled the blankets over his head. He was asleep before the rest of them had finished talking.
It seemed that Healer Smethwyck kept odd hours. He was wide awake, although the young woman Severus had seen with him earlier was nowhere to be found.
"Ah, Albus! Good morning, good morning - what's this now?"
"A student, Severus Snape," Dumbledore said, placing one hand on Severus' shoulder; Severus jumped.
Smethwyck peered through half-moon glasses. "And the problem?"
"A variation on a Furnunculus Charm, I do believe," said Dumbledore and, Severus stared at him again. Did EVERYONE know what had happened on the lake? "You'll find it's hit him in the leg."
"That's nothing to joke about," said Smethwyck calmly, and patted one of the examination beds. "Up, Mr. Snape. Let me have a look at you."
Severus wasn't sure what to make of the fact that Dumbledore knew what Black had used. It didn't seem possible; worse yet, once the possibility had been accepted, it opened up a lot more that Severus was simply not ready to handle. What else did the strange man know?
Dumbledore smiled harmlessly.
Severus swallowed, then quietly clambered up onto the bed, his feet dangling; his gaze stayed on the headmaster as Smethwyck lifted his robe - not too high - and began to poke and prod.
"Oh. Mm, this is very bad, yes, you should have come in sooner. I'm going to get you some chocolate, Mr. Snape, and then ask you to lie very still. This is going to hurt a little. In fact... Poppy! Poppy, get out here, I want you to see this!" Adjusting his glasses, Smethwyck wandered off someplace to fetch his assistant. Severus kept his eyes on Dumbledore, suspicious.
Dumbledore smiled. "If you have a question, Mr. Snape, please don't be afraid to ask it. I always encourage questions, myself, even though I don't always encourage answers."
Questions of all kinds tumbled in Severus' head, but he chose to avoid anything remotely personal. He'd heard rumors about this headmaster defeating Grindelwald, or something to that effect. Someone like that knew more than he should, so personal questions weren't safe. "Very well. What was that painting in the hall?" he asked.
Oddly, it seemed that Dumbledore was slightly disappointed in the question he chose.
"His name was Veneficus Princeps. He was an ancestor of yours, I do believe."
"What?" What? An ancestor? WHAT?
Smethwyck returned accompanied. "Here he is, Poppy; now, I want you to do what I tell you to, and don't ask questions." The young woman - about twenty, if Severus was thinking clearly - approached him with professional calm and lifted his robe all the way to inspect the injury. Severus blushed. Ignoring Smethwyck's quiet instructions, he looked away from the woman to stare at the headmaster.
"Uh - ancestor? From the Continent?" Severus asked to draw attention away from the woman prodding his thighs.
"Why yes, he was," Dumbledore said, his eyes sparkling again as he studied the stone above Severus' head with great fascination. "And Veneficus was a very, very powerful wizard. Unfortunately, he was also very dark - " he paused while Severus winced, eyes closing tightly at the sudden, burning pain in his leg, " - but a most interesting fellow, nevertheless. From what I understand, your family has continued to have an unusual ability with potions, isn't that true?"
"Ah," Severus said, holding absolutely still. It felt as though they were stripping his muscle through the skin. "Y... yes," he said in a smaller voice, and breathed through clenched teeth.
"Your mother certainly showed a talent for it. Tell me, has she made any effort to continue her work?"
This conversation was surreal. Severus pictured his mother, miserable and hiding away in their house. "Not... really," he gasped, and clenched his fists. He focused on Dumbledore's voice, rather than the pain which was making his eyes tear up. For some reason, it seemed to help.
"That's rather sad," Dumbledore said sincerely, and took a piece of chocolate. "I'd hoped she would do so much more with her life. Again - you cannot control another's choices. You know what I'm talking about, don't you, Mr. Snape?" He popped it into his mouth.
"Yeah," Severus said in a voice suspiciously like a squeak, and then went limp with an exhausted sigh. Poppy had finished; the pain was suddenly, surprisingly gone.
Poppy was holding up something in a large pair of tweezers, something wire-like and glowing; whatever it was, it was twisting slightly.
"Vicious, vicious thing," she muttered to herself, and took it into the other room to dispose of it.
"Rather creative for a Furnunculus, I MUST say," Smethwyck commented dryly, eyeing Severus as if suspicious. "I've seen it before, but not terribly often - "
"Now, Hippocrates, don't guess," Dumbledore chided lightly. "It won't be cast again by the person who cast it, at any rate."
Smethwyck glanced at Dumbledore doubtfully for a moment, then looked back at Severus and prodded his bandage. "You'll be all right in a few hours, Mr. Snape," he said, pulling Severus' robe back down. "I'd suggest you skip your first class and stay here."
"No. No, I won't skip any classes," Severus snarled, as though Smethwyck had opined he ought to kill his mother.
"You have to," Smethwyck snapped in return, frowning slightly. Then he stiffened, unprepared for the fury in Severus' eyes.
"No. I WON'T stay in here!" Severus insisted, sitting halfway up; Smethwyck pushed him back down.
"Do I have to spell you?" he threatened vaguely, and Severus bared his teeth.
"He certainly should be well enough to go to class, Hippocrates," Dumbledore intervened gently. Severus and Smethwyck both looked at him.
The doctor sighed. "All right, all right; but he's sleeping until then, you understand?"
"Yes, of course - we should all be, really, but I do sometimes like my walks before dawn," Dumbledore said, and stood. He smiled. "I find one tends to think best then. Rest well, Mr. Snape; I'll see you in beginning transfiguration." And with that, he turned and left.
Smethwyck eyed him. "Sleep," he ordered, and also left.
Severus sighed and closed his eyes. He was finally alone. Relieved and feeling almost safe for the first time since he'd arrived at Hogwarts, Severus abandoned all heavy thought and fell asleep.
He dreamed of chocolate.
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